First Dates

I have not blogged for quite a long time, I think. So I'm going to squeeze 2 posts together into a post in a day. =]

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Tips for girls on making a good impression on your date

1. DO not smell like you came out of a pigsty!

Seriously, do you know that nice smell attracts humans too? If someone with a rotting smell passed by you, I'm sure that you would hold your breath and walk away. So, if you went to meet a guy you like, bathe and perhaps spray some perfume which smells nice. Go light on the perfume though, you do not want to make the room smells exactly like your perfume! Just spray enough to let him smell.

2. Wear clothes that don't mismatch
Do not wear clothes like, a yellow shirt and a purple shorts, matched with white shoes. Ask your friend to give you some advice, or at least see how do you look before you go out. Seriously, first impressions of your looks, DO matter. If you happen to think that if your date doesn't base his impression of you on your appearance, give up on that thinking. Those good people out there that really doesn't care about appearence, are really good people that are most likely already taken. So, still try to dress up a little, kays? And by the way, for girls, if you like to wear very exposed clothes, try to wear a little more conservative because your date may think you're very open and may cheat on them, or something.[ no, I do not mean your grandma's sweater and a pants which cover up your WHOLE body like .. I do not know like what, I just know it's weird ]

3. Makeup
Do not wear a very thick make-up, you may end up concealing your nice eyes, or cheeks. Just use a looking-fresh makeup. =] That will do. Of course, you could apply the other kinds of makeup which matches with your clothes, but just don't apply too much of everything. =]

4. Venue [ for clothes ]
Venue. It do adds some romantica effect, depending on the place. And so, if you're going to a cafe, don't wear like you're going to a bar, and if you're going to a theme park, well.. Wearing a tee and shorts would be a best choice. Yeah, like that.

5. Being late on first date is unforgivable
Be earlier than usual. =] Do not let your date wait for you. If you have a meeting on that day, ask to meet on another day BEFORE the actual date that you're suppose to meet. I mean, if you're already there, and your date smses you saying," I'm sorry, I can't go for the date. I have a meeting." What would you do? Okay, I meant how would you feel. So, if you want to change the date, do it days before it. =]

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Alright done. =] Next up is ..
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Venues to consider for your first date

Theme parks
I'll recommend a theme park, because you could rant on and on about how scary or boring the rides are, and it's thrilling. Good for first dates. You could go to the haunted house and scream and yeah, he would not think you're crazy. [ For boys, well, try not to scream, it's really.. Not macho. ] And if you go to a very thrilling ride, you could sneak your hand into his/her. =] To comfort her/him. This idea, is best for boys to comfort girls, and girls to well.. Just hold his hand. So, I'd recommend this venue very much. =]

Movies
Movies are damn good, because if you doesn't have a topic to talk about later, you could just concentrate on the movie and think about another topic or something. It cancels away all awkwardness.

Arcade
Try this out. You could play games with him/her there, together. Get it? No more to say. It's pretty easy to understand.

Mall
The mall. You could go to a cafe and sip drinks when you're tired. And then get up to stroll around. Lovely-dopey at the mall. How does it sounds? [ to me, it's quite good, i think ] You could also know more about his taste at there. If he's attracted to Popular, probably he's a book-freak. It's easy to create a topic once he/she does that. =] " Hey, you like books? " and so on. =]

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Okay, thats all I can think of. >.<"" Exams are coming up on 8Oct and ends on the next friday of 8Oct, and so, I'll probably be quite busy nowadays to blog. =] Tata.

A picture's worth a thousand laughs.

Hi, holiday's over, so I'm now back in school, which means that I may not blog as often as I used to. =] Nothing much to say now yet, because I'm still in a little depressed mood because of something. =] I'll let you all see some funny pictures, or so what they had claimed.

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Explanation: The guy farted instead of letting the doctor hear the heart.

Regarding the poll

Hey by the way, the poll question should be this : How many people should I wait to come, to open the contest with the prize - SILKPRO product? - Counted by NUMBER OF VOTES.

Okays? =] Thanks.

4 words but complicated.

Do you all know the saying, " You should be yourself " ? Or something like that? >.<"

I think that it's so complicated even though it consists of only a few words. Because for example, a girl, Amy [ just a name, sorry if anyone's name is Amy. ] wants to change her personality, and her friends says that she should be herself. But that's her, right? It's her choice, her opinion, and it's made based on her personality. One of her characteristics is want to perfect herself, right?

So, the sayings is so complicated. Many sayings are. Some sayings argue with the other sayings, saying the opposite of it, and majority of humans, live with sayings, so sometimes, I feel that sayings are like confusing matters that is very complicated. Perhaps you think that you know the real meaning, but maybe you really did not know it. Confusing, yeah, I know.

Oh wells, but anyways, let's fill up the comment box with sayings you know. Yeah? =]

I cried . . .

You know chatango? It's the site the produced the tagboard at my sidebar. Well, there is a main chat box there, and I sometimes advertise my blog there. And most of the time, people either ignore me or accept my request. No scoldings. =]

But a few minutes ago, a guy scolded me, saying that I should use my time to study, and not to advertise my blog, I rebutted back a little, then I finally said that It's my opinion, and that's his, so I won't force him to accept mine, but I shan't argue with him more, because I'm going to stick with my opinion instead. Then I closed the chat.

At that time, I was listening to songs, and the song changed to a more emotional song, and a little bit of tears welled up in my eyes, thinking back of the scoldings. I don't know why am I so sentimental, is it because I could not take the scoldings? Or is it I could not accept the negative comments because my blog is very precious? I do not know.

Sometimes, I wish that I would not be so sentimental as it is because this sentimental-ness can sometimes turn into jealousy like last year. Sentimental means very emotional, right? Sentimental people tend to think a lot, and last year, I was such a fool, to let my feelings get over me. And I ruined my friendship, and I even used to think that it's their fault. How wrong was I.

And the reason why I do not have a CCA now, is not because I do not want to waste my time on it, is because I do not want to meet people from last year. I'm afraid of meeting them. I'm afraid of the chidings and I'm most afraid of my memories of last year flowing through me everytime I go to CCA meetings. I'm scared.

Just now, one of my rebutt, includes this : Writing in my blog is like studying for English too, as I try to write perfect english in it.

Another reason of my blog, I think, is to let my bottled emotions and secrets that I could not even tell my friends out here. Because, most likely no one in real life would read it. [ Okay, maybe there's a few, as I smsed them the address but some of them won't bother anyway, I know. Those who do, are most likely friends that won't chid me so, it's okay, anyway. ] And I would not be ashamed of it.

This secret, I have kept inside me so long, finally I could write it out. I felt a sense of relief, and well, confession is : I cried while writing this post. I could not help it. I just thought back of last time, and seriously, I feel like slapping myself for ruining a friendship. I was so dumb. So what if I have good exam results? I failed in friendship. * updated - 9.37p.m : I wonder if I did not let my feelings get over me, what would happen now? [ Well, the most likely thing is that my results would be okay-okay, not bottom rock but also not very high =x ] Would the friendship still be broken? Or what? I still miss them, seriously. *

Well well, anyway, now, I shall be a better friend, and would try my best, not to let my friends down by acting stupid anymore. =] JYs ~!

I'm going to sleep with 2 guys in the same room! [ dur. hols ]

Before you let your mind run and perhaps wants to call the police [ because I'm underage =x ], stay calm. I'm planning a overnight stay during 17-21 15-18 nov at a chalet and me and some girl friends and some boy friends are going. =] Okay, explanation over. * laughs * Anyway, I had the idea of creating a post on tips for the organizer of a overnight trip.

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What are you going to do when you are the organizer of a overnight trip? Get flustered or get prepared? Well, here are 5 tips to get you prepared. =]

1. Plan what activites you are going to do, so you and your friends would at least know what to bring and one of you won't end up being the only one not doing what the rest are doing because she/he forgot to bring the swimsuit you all are supposed to bring[ or even worse, TOOTHBRUSH! ]

2. Check, confirm and remind those who said they were going, or you may end up alone, looking stupid, with a big huge bag packed with things standing at the place where you're supposed to meet them.

3. Invite no enermies of your friends, you do not ever want a cat [ or dog ] fight, especially you are the one who is the organizer.

4. Calculate how much a person has to bring for all the activites, or else someone may bring very little and you have to donate some to the poor person.

5. Get some horror movies. It creates a tense atmosphere where everyone would scream their lungs out when someone pops out infront of them [ from the television ]. This is the perfect idea for a trip where some people doesn't know the others as everyone would scream TOGETHER and later would have a topic to rant on and on.

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He's BLACK!

Have you ever seen a indian foreign guy working at your void-deck? I did, plenty of times. I remember the bedok reservoir trip I had and one particular route had some construction going on but there is space to walk, and the construction workers were foreign guys from India I think, anyway, they're black. The first thing I thought, were to find another route. 2 reasons why : I don't want to walk pass and then be embarrassed by being told that I can't walk there, and because no one was around, I was afraid of.. you-know.. [ Pathetic and very bad person . I know >.<" >

So I search for another path and found one, and I walked over to there, to find out that the area is out-of-bound, so I had no choice but to walk back to the previous route. I walked pass them, and one smiled. I smiled back and in the end, I smiled at everyone and they were very friendly too. I continue walking, feeling happy and all, unknown reason why though.

Then few days ago, I saw black guys helping to construct something near my void-deck and well, I began to think. Actually we shouldn't be scared of them, or be racist towards them. They're helping Singapore, right? They are doings jobs like construction jobs, which Singaporeans do not want to do if we had a choice. They help to build our city and everything, so probably we should be thankful.

So from now onwards, I'm not going to think negative about them anymore. And let the bedok reservoir trip be a lesson to me. =]

Itchy-free!

What shampoo do you use? I uses the SilkPro brand that is linked with Monsoon Hair Salon. The one I use is especially for people with itchy scalp [ like me ].

People with itchy scalp would have dandruff because they will tend to scratch their head to relieve the itchiness. This shampoo is useful in treating your itchy scalp and reducing your amount of dandruff on your hair. I used it once and I can see the results just after using it once, my scalp don't itch as much as it used to and now, my scalp is itchy-free [ a word I created ].

At least now I don't have to scratch my head in front of my friends. That hurt my pride, really! Imagine seeing a person keep scratching his / her head. It's weird and it says that you have hair problems, so if you have itchy scalp, use SILKPRO shampoo for Itchy Scalp. It's greenish-blue in color.

There is also a conditioner called Mask-hav or something. It's yellow and you can buy it too. It nourishes your hair and scalp. I just tested in today, and yeah, my hair is smoother and softer now at least. =]

It is selling in all retail stores I think, I know that NTUC have, and Watson should have, so go and purchase one now. The SILKPRO shampoo has other uses, one is to treat oily hair and for the others, I could not remember. If next time you happen to be in NTUC, go check out what other uses the SILKPRO shampoo has. =]

I'm going to have a question about silkpro products or maybe others and a winner would be selected and the winner would get a SILKPRO shampoo product. Well, but not now. I'm waiting until there's more people at least, or else I could just win it myself right? =x

A journey back to the 19th century

There is a exhibition on some art works in the National Museum of Singapore. =] Check it out at

Address: The National Museum of Singapore
The Balcony (Level 2) and The Canyon (Basement)
93 Stamford Road
Singapore 178897
Opening Hours: 10am - 8pmFree of charge
Exhibit runs until 3 January 2010

For more info, either visit www.nationalmuseum.sg/ or http://lifestyle.sg.msn.com/goingout/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=3572574


There is also free guide tours :

FREE GUIDED TOURS
Meeting point: Stamford Visitor Services Counter (Level 1).
Limited to 15 participants per session on a first come, first served basis.
Estimated tour duration: 60 minutes.


English

Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays 1.30pm
Saturdays and Sundays 3pm


Mandarin

Saturdays 3.30pm

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If I have time, I'm going to check it out! Some pictures are so cool, and so REAL.

OMG, she's fat.

Everyone [ except for those who are damn perfect-looking ] are always not satisfied with their weight or their body image. And so the product ' slimming pills ' were created. And some healthy way that is said to be a helpful thing in your journey to a very slim person, like a beansprout [ or maybe not that ridiculous ].

There are many ways and the most common and popular ones are :


The Slimming Pills.


Do they work, seriously? I have no idea as I did not tried any of it [ obvious ]. Most of it claims that if you take the pills daily, and after a period of time like 3 weeks, you'll see the result, and probably its true. After many comments on the internet [ okay, maybe it's not reliable because it's the internet but oh well. ], I think it's not worth it. The result you'll see is that you'll see yourself seeing the mirror and trying to remember how fat/thin you were before this period of time. Then you'll probably see no slimming down at all but you'll convince yourself that perhaps a longer period of time and finally, when you have consumed all the pills you had brought, you will again, convince yourself that you have slimmed down, it's only because you put your hopes too high or something like that. But seriously, WHY would someone buy something which is also VERY VERY expensive which doesn't works at all, and also, you have to go through the agony of eating those pills. [ I don't like taking pills, which is another reason why I don't ever think of buying a slimming product ]. Well, those that worked for you... Lucky you. =]

Diet [ Eating salad ]


This is a healthy method but miserable for those who hate vegetables [ like the girl whose name is Yii(me) ]. Those that doesn't mind, good for you. But subsituting most of your meals with salad isn't very healthy because we need to eat some meat too, or else you would have no energy. If you are slim but have no energy to go around shopping and parading your slim figure, what's the point? And probably, you would in the end stop eating salad and hate it for your rest of your life even though you have energy, because it doesn't makes you feel full, and you'll go on gobbling your meat stuff and then boom! Back to step 1.

Diet [ low carbs ]


This is similar to the salad diet, and would probably help you with this slimming process as carbs in the end would become fats in your body. But the disadvantages are also similar to the salad diet. I mean, it's all diets right? So there is no more need to say anymore here.

Excercise

I always hated excercises like running and walking for a long distance. And I loved basketball, but the basketball I have were either lost or have no air in it, and rollerblading, but I can't find any of my/my sister's rollerblades, and even if I do find it, it'll probably be too small for my feet anyway, and swimming, I still have my swimming suit and all but! After a recent outing at Wild Wild Wet, my skin has a darker complexion and my hair became more dry then ever so I don't go swimming anymore. Plus, it's troublesome to me as I have to take the mrt to get to the nearest swimming complex. Anyway, if you do not have the mentioned troubles like me, I think that perhaps you either dislike it alot or some other reasons. Again, excercise need to be maintained, and it do takes up some time until you could really see results [ which sucks, literally ].

Well, I just did something about a month or so ago, which is to travel from simei to temasek polytechnic by walking. I woke up early that day and that day happened to be a no-school day and suddenly I have the urge to go walking/running/jogging. I first get the dog leash and went down to the void decks and walk with my dog there. Then we went home and I kept her at home and went out jogging. I went over the overhead bridge which consists of staircases then I jog around the tampines area near my house then I jog back to my house. Not really my house, my void-deck. And suddenly I wanted to walk to TP, and so I did. I walked, without really knowing where it is [ but luckily there is a map which I think where the route to TP is, and I found the vicinity in bedok ( TP is near bedok reservoir as I heard from my sister who is a student there by the way ) ], then after getting strayed from a few paths and walking a long long distance on a path beside canals, I reached bedok reservoir and found out that, actually there is a canal seperating the land between bedok reservoir and TP. And after also finding out that, a path that I just walked on was the correct one, but I thought it was the wrong one so I walked back and found bedok reservoir, and was frustrated, I caught a view of TP and was satisfied and kind of gave up. HEY! I need to explain myself first, the only thing I brought out is a handphone and headphones. No water, and did not eat breakfast because I remembered something about don't eat anything before exercising. I was half-dead by the time I walked there which is about 10km and I took a taxi home.

Anyways, after this whole junk of story I had typed out, the morale of it is to take water out with you when you exercise... Duh, no. Of course not. It's to advice you to walk to somewhere not so close to your vicinity like you stay in tampines and you walked to bedok but also not to work to somewhere so far like from tampines to jurong, you'll seriously die [ at least I think I would ]. And have a route which you do not know of and have boards with maps on it on the routes. I suggest park connectors. They are most likely to have the maps on various parts of the journey. Plus, you would get distracted because you will be desperate to not get lost and find a path, so you would not feel that exhausted. =]

Alright, I shall stop here. The other methods of slimming [ yes, we were talking about slimming actually ] are either similar or unknown to me. There's a whole junk of text above and I think that's enough already. Bye.

How do you sleep?

Are you wondering what the heck is this?

This is the most popular sleeping positions. Haha. Anyway...

Scientists have found out that your traits can be deduced by your sleeping positions.

So check this out :

[ OH! AND before I go on, I found out the website of these info at http://www.holly--jean.blogspot.com/ . Feel free to check her blog out. ]

I'm a Yearner and a Freefaller and a little of Foetus.
[ I have the yearner hands, freefaller ass and legs and the foetus legs. My waist and above is lying on my side. WOW. My sleeping position is quite complicated haha ]

Anyway; these are the explanations of the traits accordingly to the image above. [ found on http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/3112170.stm ]


- The Foetus: Those who curl up in the foetus position are described as tough on the outside but sensitive at heart. They may be shy when they first meet somebody, but soon relax. This is the most common sleeping position, adopted by 41% of the 1,000 people who took part in the survey. More than twice as many women as men tend to adopt this position.


- Log (15%): Lying on your side with both arms down by your side. These sleepers are easy going, social people who like being part of the in-crowd, and who are trusting of strangers. However, they may be gullible.


- The yearner (13%): People who sleep on their side with both arms out in front are said to have an open nature, but can be suspicious, cynical. They are slow to make up their minds, but once they have taken a decision, they are unlikely ever to change it.


- Soldier (8%): Lying on your back with both arms pinned to your sides. People who sleep in this position are generally quiet and reserved. They don't like a fuss, but set themselves and others high standards.


- Freefaller (7%): Lying on your front with your hands around the pillow, and your head turned to one side. Often gregarious and brash people, but can be nervy and thin-skinned underneath, and don't like criticism, or extreme situations.


- Starfish (5%): Lying on your back with both arms up around the pillow. These sleepers make good friends because they are always ready to listen to others, and offer help when needed. They generally don't like to be the centre of attention.



It says that for yearner; People who sleep on their side with both arms out in front are said to have an open nature, but can be suspicious, cynical. They are slow to make up their minds, but once they have taken a decision, they are unlikely ever to change it. [ which is quite true for me ]

and for my another kind of sleeping position, freefaller; Lying on your front with your hands around the pillow, and your head turned to one side. Often gregarious [ sociable ] and brash people [ people who show too much confidence and too little respect ], but can be nervy [ nervous ] and thin-skinned [ people who are sentimental ] underneath, and don't like criticism, or extreme situations. [ also quite true, I accepted the part of the brash too, the little respect is probably the ' not satisfied with my results ' part in the first post ]

and again another kind, the foetus; Those who curl up in the foetus position are described as tough on the outside but sensitive at heart. They may be shy when they first meet somebody, but soon relax. [ True, too ]


Wow. I checked the other positions and did notice that some part of the position's description are not true at all regarding to me, and some are totally different from who I am. Cool! And I probably have to confessed that when I saw this post, I went to my bed and lie down and see which one I am. I have no idea how I sleep, seriously!

I love . . .

Love is a great thing right?

But some love is disastrous. Like for example, you saw him/her kissing another girl/guy right infront of you and he KNOWS you are there, or that you are stuck between your best friend and your love partner. Humans can do without love, but at the same time, they also can't do without it. It's complicated, but love would always be there, if there is hatred. It is similar to the concept of that there will surely be a bad guy in this would because even though there is no more gamblers or smokers or murderers, the ones that has more disadvantages than the other humans would be classified as a bad guy, so unless everyone has the same appearance, same gender, same personality and everything about everyone is the same which isn't a great thing, there would always be the good and the bad.

Anyway here are :

5 tips on how to maintain your relationship


1. Give the guy/girl too little attention and they'll probably leave you after been lonely and depressed for a while. Listen to them and communicate with them as communication in relationships is VITAL.

2. If you are the kind that talks about all your troubles [ I do meant ALL, from small ones like how you broke your pen to major ones ], STOP. It's great to talk about troubles to your partner but dicussing about your problems is not equal to complaining. It's frustrating that he/her have to deal with other people's troubles and his/her own ones too, during a long-term relationship which is what you wanted, right?

3. Be calm until you really understand the whole truth. If you heard rumours about your girl/boyfriend flirting with other people, and that unless you have seen them together with your own eyes AND behaving in a intimate behaviour, DO NOT stomp up to them and ask for a break up or start a fight. Listen to their explanations and judge them calmly and correctly. Trust is also vital too. [ If it really is them cheating, well, do whatever you want, but don't feel depressed as it's really their fault, not yours - sounds cliche, I know ]

4. Accept your partner's shortcomings is good enough, but if there is really something you cannot stand it about him/her, talk about it to your partner because, she/he needs to know.

5. Lastly, if previously you think that ' I'll die if I don't get to be with him/her ' but now you don't, it's not really the end of your relationship with him/her. It doesn't means that this is the end. It meant that this is the beginning. The beginning of the love that is built on trust, honest, and communication. This is the love that survives good times and bad, that gives you reassurance that your partner will be there for you, even when you`re feeling like you're going to go crazy because of sadness.


Well, but if you really broke up with him/her in the end, or that now you're trying to forget about your recent failed relationship, you can go out with your friends for movies, or chat with your online friends if you're lazy or thinks that you look like a freak now because of the crying [ which actually make-up could do the trick ] so you would know that you're not alone and you have other people that cares for you too. And the most important thing is after drowning your sorrows by drinking or drowning your friends with your sorrows, face it. You definately could not forget about this relationship, so just remember the good times you had with him/her. When you tend to think about him/her, think about the good times. Think about how happy you were with him/her [ but don't think about ' but now... ' and those crap ] and think that these all times that you both had together is a good memory and that maybe now you're not together anymore, but you had those memories with him/her. Those happy memories and then think about these for 1 minute, the maximum[ or you would sure ponder to the ' why did it end like this ' type of questions ]. Then get on back to your life.

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End of discussion and all I can type out is 5 basic tips. I mean, I'm still inexperienced, seriously. So if that didn't help you all at all, I'm sorry. [ And why am I thinking that the tips I gave for dealing with break-ups are better then the ones of not getting your relationship crushed?! ]

I am such a ...

This post is talking about my personality, as I've promised. =]

First thing is. . I just reread my first post to get the hang of my tone in the first post. Some times the tones of the posts may be completely [ yes, I do mean COMPLETELY ] different and there is a 90% chance of my blog NOT getting hacked by people which is to say, it's still me typing in a different tone. I think my tone would be different when I'm happy, sad, or angry. I hope that the future posts would be like this and my first post so that no one would know how crazy am I.


Anyway, my birthday falls on the july month, which indicates that my horoscope is LEO, which I am proud of, because my idol's horoscope is the same as mine! Okay, that's out of the subject, sorry, but I can't help it, I just LOVE him so much. Oops, too many commas. Alright, get back to the subject, yeah?

Leo is described as a proud person who seeks attention which is absolutely damn correct, for me at least. But if you want to date a leo, don't give her/him too much attention because that would just.. well.. make her/him bored of you [ but of course, don't completely ignore the poor thing ]. And see the picture? In this case, I'm a L.A.BRAT. =]


A few days ago, a unknown caller called, I answered and the guy asked me to guess who I think he is. First, he disguised his voice as a girl, which he failed miserably as I immediately know he is of the male gender, and asked me to guess who he is. I have no idea who he is though, at that time. He then stopped faking his voice after some time of rebuting that I do not know who is it, but I still don't know who is it though [ Yes, I'm very dumb and I am such an ass to forget my friend's voice ] and today I told my friend, M about it because the mysterious person smsed me and I remembered about the event. M was irritated for me [ not about telling her about it now, about the guy pestering me ] and asked me to just smsed him back 'who the fuck are you' but I was not irritated at all [ and I did not sms that, of course ]. I was feeling as though this is a good thing and yeah, I was glad to recieve this attention which I rarely get. [ You all are probably thinking I'm crazy, which I think the same. LOL. ]

M started to look guilty then, and she told me that maybe it's her friends who prank called me as she gave her friends my number and told them about me. I immediately felt shocked of course, and used a jokingly voice to remarked on it so she would not get angry or sad. But secretly deep in my heart, I was estatic. Glad that they remembered about my number and all. Hahas. But anyway, the unknown caller smsed back and told me his name which is one of my friends. I was still estatic though I did not show my happiness to my friends. [ And after today, I found out that I'm totally like a mental freak. ]

Another thing about me is that I don't wear my emotions on my sleeve [ or face ]. I would hide it, though I can talk on and on and on about things. Sometimes, I'll tell M and some other friends but sometimes I would just keep it to myself. I never tell my troubles and all to my family, the reason being is because I feel uneasy and because of a embarrassing experience I had. I was in Primary 5 or 6 and felt stressed and I think I am REALLY crazy that time as I wrote crazy thoughts and everything that I had bottled up : Me with no friends, feeling stressed and other things [ WITH A BLUE WHITEBOARD MARKER ON THE PLASTIC SURFACE ON THE CABINET IN THE ROOM ME AND MY SISTER SHARED, my god, I'm so childish ]. The result: My sister chided me. I felt embarrassed of course, and so from that time onwards, I do not wear my emotions on my sleeve to my family at all. Even when my leg bumped into the wall or I hurt myself, I just do not say anything. Instead, I told some of the problems and troubles of mine to friends. So my friends are my emotional support... While I give my family support [ or maybe not ].


I am also shy when it comes to talking with strangers alone. If my friends are with me, I can act like I'm a cheerful, outgoing and crazy person but if I'm alone and I met people outside, I probably would shut up. But sometimes I just feel at ease and talk with some strangers like they are my long-time-no-see friends. And also, I would not talk much if I'm with some friends whom were my friend's friends and my friend is not around. Confusing? For example, if K is one of M's friend, when M is not around, I would not talk much with K. Reason? I do not know what to chat about and I do not want to steal her friend [ alright the stealing part is lame but I just felt like that ]. I think many people thinks that I'm EMO and unfriendly and some of my friend's friends would think I talk with them alot infront of my friend but when away from her, I do not want to talk to them [ which means I act friendly and nice ] But in fact, the problem is just that I do not know how to strike a conversation. Now I'm trying to learn, though there isn't much people I meet out there often and well, I also could not just randomly picked a stranger from the streets and say,' Hi! What's your name? ' right? People would think I escaped from WoodBridge Hospital's section of unstable mentality of people. [ And sometimes I could not even talk to my not-so-close friends whom isn't my friend's friend alone. So PATHETIC right? I know. ] Anyway, if I met anyone of you coincidentally and I shut my trap, please do not think that I do not want to talk to you.

I am also not contented with some things, like my results whereby I got good results but I still go on and on about that stupid careless mistakes, so my dear friends and readers, sorry and bear with me, okay?

The last thing is that ; When friends get angry with me, I'll feel afraid and scared of losing them. Okay, perhaps it'll happen when she/he is angry but I'm not, because if we both are angry, I probably would lose my mind and forget about being scared. I also do not like people to lie to me [ I mean, who does? ] or I will get angry instead. =]

I will try to improve my personality and all so yeah. Oh Oh Oh!! And, you can see that, I disgress alot on the blog. I type everything in my thoughts, sometimes even my secret [ I have just typed 1 out - about the childish incident with my sister ] which I do not even mention a single word about it when talking with friends. And of course, people may get offended but please do not mind as this is only my opinion. You have yours too and can say it out too, but don't go on spamming about ' This is crap ' or ' What the fish, how could you say that' as this is MY opinion. Get it? No offence, seriously.

Well, the rest of my life and character is up to you to read about here as I could not judge myself the same as you judge me. =] Anyways, the point that this post is talking about is that I am such a attention-seeker, sentimental, one-who-regards-friends-as-world, shy-when-alone, easily-embarrassed, outgoing-and-talkative-when-comfortable person, not to mention crazy. I'm stopping here now and I'll have to rack my brains for a topic since I'm experience-less with things and life. Sayonara [ Bye ]

Konbanwa [=

Konbanwa. Namae wa Yii-chan desu [ Good afternoon, my name is Yii-chan ]. Every year on 25th July, I'll be older by one year. Currently, I'm 14 [ Still very young, luckily ] . I study at Changkat Changi Sec . I like to watch japanese animes and dislike english dubbed animes . =]

And so why do I want to open a blog?


Actually, I have owned countless blogs before, which after some time of blogging and concentrating on it, I would get bored of it and just ignored it like for the rest of my life. And so why am I opening another blog again which I may give the same treatment to it like to the rest of my old blogs..?

Answer is, I just felt like it. Sorry for those people who are against owning too much blogs and taking up space when there isn't anything more involved with it [ the blog, not about the space ]. I can't bear to delete blogs that I have spent my time and saliva [ sorry, I meant energy for typing ] on it and so, I left it untouched. But of course, I did deleted some blogs and I left the precious ones in my dashboard which is hidden from everyone's eyes [ maybe not the computer's and my parent's eyes but you know what I mean, hopefully ].

I also have another motives such as adapting to proper english [ I have been using broken English ever since I am forced to learn it ] and also that I could improve on my English and the compo component in exams [ which I failed recently!! ] and also to voice out things. And yes, I'm a student so perhaps I do not have enough experience about life and everything to entertain you, so let's just hope that my life and my opinions and experience could instead.

Well, I supposed I should not write too much as the possibility of anyone reading this is almost zero and that because this is the first post, so Sayonara [ Goodbye ]. And perhaps the next post, I'll post more about myself.

Extras;

Quote ;

Sympathy sees and says,"I'm sorry."
Compassion sees and says,"I'll help."

Japanese ;

私の名前はYiiである [ My name is Yii ]